Thursday, February 26, 2009

how will u make it through the end?

this blog is based on auzi's father,who's passed away on monday morning(23/2),al-fatihah

auzi tell us that his father got to go to hospital, because of some serious problem regarding the internal organs. so he had to skip lots of class, pity on him. but we as his friends make a visit to his father at hospital, and seeing his father on that condition, im curious and really amazed that auzi could bear to see his own father on that state of weak, pain and so much trouble. i tell myself could i ever be like Auzi?he can be as low as me and he can be matured as if he already has a family, i really impressed him. we gave a small charity,to less the burden he carry on,but still,money cant bring your sick father and turn him into healthy one, but that's all we can do on that day

last monday, in engineering lab class, an emergency call ringing thru auzi mobile phone. mayb it is from sumone important, i wouldn't know,the assumption was that the hospital need him because of his father or sumthin else,so he had to skip the class. but later on after we finish class, friends all are same as me,eagerly want to seek the answer, why auzi left class so early?it it because of hisz father?is his father ok?lots of question but one answer depleted any other question,"ayah auzi dah meninggal(auzi's father has passed away)". we want to have a visit on him later that afternoon,because in Islam visiting a deceased will gain deed and brings the taught to repent,because life is not always long for us to repent later. however, auzi said that they already buried his father later on zohor, which means we couldn't make it on time, but Auzi ask us to come later at night, to have tahlil(recite yaasin in holy-Quran for the dead).May his faher rest in peace and have a good spot in heaven

the story starts here, i remember being good friends is everything,have a lots of friends gain lots of benefits. i thought that if i become a good friends to everyone, they surely can help me when im in trouble, or even when i need money,i could borrow from them. most of it true, but what question me is,is everyone will remember me as they good ol friend,when im gone?

to meet people,its a faith,to be separate, is a task, but to be separate from different world, is a must. Death is a path,one cannot avoid nor be cheated, if God willing to take your soul then that's it, even though there are serious medical cases where some have survived,with or without scars, but if it's your time to leave, then there are no excuse...

life is like a white paper, bold and have nothing in it, just plain white, but it is us who will determine the colour, so when you grown up, get older and the colours are finished!but when death comes to you,and claim your soul, are you prepare for it?

I know my deed is never enough, and my sins are growing bigger, but i've been thinking sumthin else. When my time is up,is everyone of my friend will come?will they miss me?or the leaving of me would be something good?i don't know about others feeling,well sometime human do make mistakes, but if i did the mistakes to one of you readers,im sorry

because death is the only thing that disconnect us from this world, and what relies after that still remain question, but the leaving of me would be a reminder of you? would my friends says"bob's already gone,im gonna miss em",or would they say"to hell you go for mocking me always!(coz i did that everytime,LOL!)". eventhough you all going to miss sumone whose already gone,but would it be a benefit?in Islam, 3 things that will carry on later in judgment day,your sons prayer,your deeds that bring others a benefit(such as knowledge or build a house),and another 1 i forgot,hahaha....but that is the thing i should remember, and you guys too

it doesn't matter how many friends you have, but if you are be good to them, they will definitely remember you,and if you are their bestes friend,they could recite Yaasin for you every time they feel so,so good friend like this will bring benefits...A LOT!,so be good to them,and make their life wonderful,as if you paint together with them,they will always remember you

so how will you make through the end?

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

it's been a long time!!

last post publish was on 25 Jan, now it's nearly 1 month since i post a new blog,well hard to say that i got a lot of things running, gunung ledang,UTP,makan2 and stuff, can say that my U life starting to bloom, but on the second year at second sem, nevermind bout that, well just go on with life and squeeze the juiciness of life enjoyment!

its just a simple blog i would write here,just to update, so later i will try to find new ideas to share,but for now really sorry, i've been busy with my activities and i play games alot!wutehell~haha,so late eh!go enjoy ur life!

Sunday, January 25, 2009

boikot,NOT!!

assalamualaikom

hah kali ni isu pade diri sendiri,besenye aku cite ape yang berlaku sekeliling,namun perkare yang berlaku sekeliling inilah yang buat aku emo sedikit,pasal boikot MALAYSIA

barang utame ialah McD,pergh lepas ak men boling makanan paling xberkhasiat nilah ak g makan,last2 ak dpt tau McD itu ISRAEL!namun setelah beberape ketol membe aku dok xpuas ati,tibalah 1 artikel dr pengarah kepade anak syarikat McD,KFC,pizza hut dan ape lagi,menulis surat bahwe McD MALAYSIA BUKAN MILIK ISRAEL!

pengarah McD,azmin Jaafar dengan trang tang2 menyebut bahwe keuntungan syarikat tidak disalur ke Yahudi,guane bende ni bole berlaku?dekat Israel ade McD,n ade byk cwngn McD kt sinun?ni kerane syarikat McD malaysia asalnye nk tubuh kn syarikat Fast Food,dan McD malaysia MEMBELI NAME,bukan membuka cawangan ye,Beli name utk peroleh keuntungan SENDIRI manekale MEMBUKA CAWANGAN,keuntungan akan disalur teros ke HQ

ape efek kite band McD dan adek bradeknye?kalau kite ckp McD itu YAHUDI,make 200ribu++ org akan kehilangan tempat kerje,dh le ekonomi gawat,kene plak buang kerje sbb pemikiran dahsyat orang lain

TESCO yahudi???sbb ape die kate TESCO YAHUDI?aku tgk ayat kecik2 boikot israel,die ckp sbb TESCO bukak cwgn atas tanah Israel,dan bla2 ngarut,bukan sbb profit die kene antar ke israel,kamon lah,engineer r master of calculation,if u cant calculate,how can u predict?there are cause and effect of misunderstanding,research is what makes engineer different from other people,jangan samekan pemikiran dengan orang yg tgh emosi,dan ini xde kaitan langsung dgn politik!

ade artikel menyatekan bahwe,bukan boikot care penyelesaian,tetapi peperangan!!JIHADD!dan menyalahkan parti BN tidak menghantar tentera untuk berperang,namun begitu,pernah kah kite berfikir,untuk ape kita hantar tentera?untuk membela nasib palestin?untuk berjihad?pernah berfikir bawe jika kite melancarkan peperangan Jihad terhadap Israel,ekonomi kite lah akan merundum?dan adekah sesetengah forumer itu sedar bahwe peranan OIC tidak dimainkan sepenuhnye?byk bende bole buat,bukan jihad dan hantar askar shj,seperti sedia maklum,boikot ni merupakan long term effect,yahudi akan rase selepas beberape tahun lamanye,mayb 2-5 years,dan untuk masakini usahawan2 malaysia patot bangkit dgn produk2 sendri

jangan dilupakan peranan JAKIM,yang menghalalkan segala produk2 di Malaysia,tugas anda kali ni bolehlah mengedar flyer yang disahkan JAKIM bahwe produk2 seperti Nestle dan sebagainye itu YAHUDI,mainkan peranan anda,bukan nye asik serbu hotel untuk tangkap basah dan isu makanan yang was2 semate2,think before we act

why am i writing this?because i feel it's too hard to believe that some-fool-one people saying that secret recipe is zionist!at that moment i make my own research about this boycotting thinggy,people are too believe of myth rather than to check with their own eyes,what's the use of technology if you cant use em to make research?we say that we are engineer yet we act opposite like them,please refer to somene before we act,what will the workers do after this?

kalau aku salah tegur,terima kasih

Thursday, January 15, 2009

miscalculate?

author's note:still got time left before i go to my next class so I'll tell something that happen on my public speaking class,meanwhile to update my blog also,hehe

the class start as usual,8 in the morning so i go there with my best-ol-friend with his motorbike,nothing happen,no event,nor anything excited happen,except that we went to the wrong direction,hah for the first time,haha

during the public speaking,lectures come and explain stuff bout speaking in public,but my point here is not in the class,its when the lecture's give us permission to rest for 5 minutes,but that five minutes of rest with my friends there has made me think for a while,and share with you

we were just talking bout bowling event,which whoever think he's good at it can represent our university in MASUM,before this I already read bout this bowling thing,and to represent my U and fight with other U as well,but i have a conflict inside myself,saying that am i capable enough?if i did good there,will i make a same result in MASUM?how can i have a consistence play?ca i bet 224 score?and lots of negative question flows in and never comes out,so i decided NOT to take any risk by taking form of aplication

i express my feeling to them,saying bout that kinda stuff,but they answer it really simple,"just play for fun lah,don't overthink la wei",that answer,well,makes me feel angry a bit because they were thinking it as a small matter,what i saw was if i get score 120,but the other U get 140++,will that result scratch my U name?but my friends add somemore,he said that im thinking too far,just go and try,if ok then it's fine,but if not then nevermind,i really want to slay that answer,but i stop and stood for a while

why am i keeping the negative inside me?why wouldn't i try to go there first?why didn't i take that chance?it's like im stoping myself to grab that chance that might never come back nex year,some people does think like this,they were thinking too much of obstacle and started to think failure WILL occur,but that is the fact,if you never fail you'll never learn,but some of us afraid to take RISK!but those who don't care bout it achieve SUCCESS!why do we must bother bout cannot reach higer target?is be number 1 so important?

in competition,wining is everything,but that doesn't mean losing will make you lose everything,but the EXPERIENCE is what makes both winner and losers get,so here,it is valuable to make us more matured in many ways,why put obstacle in,when you can put aside it and achieve gold?hence i agree to what they all said,just do it,doesn't matter what the result is

so it's already 5 minutes,we went back to our class,and i'm thinking bout this attitude of mine,and beginning to think how my friends were thinking,and share with you guys,so take the challenge,grab any chance that you can have,and get the experience in it!!

Saturday, January 10, 2009

when friends turns to something special

author's note:well now im alone for a while(i don't know if in the next 5 hours is a while) because all of my friends has gone out to do something,got HP to repair,a motorbike to repair and stuff while im doing nothing and im planning to finish my wholebunch of assignment that i manage to gather up untill this weekend,so writing a blog on this time is fun and can kill some time though....

well it starts when i have nothing to do that night,and for some reason someone skype me asking bout something that i forget what something is that(tounge twister it is!).so i went to my friend house which is nearby,seperated only by 1 house only,so when i enter his room,i see his leptop has turn on,and what did i see sure does give a shock in me

it was a picture of a girl whom i known from some camp for some programme. At that time she wasn't wear any tudung but sure got face lah,but on my friend wallpaper she's wearing the tudung,and wow,she's really-really pretty,well congratulation my friend on tackling her heart!but the thing does not stop there....

i remember when i was in love before this,my life is not so easy whenever i saw my ex,things got a lil hype up,i got stumble for a while when talking to her and to make it simple,im such a weirdo when face-to-face with her.before this it's still ok to hu-ha-hu-ha with my friends but when it comes in front of her,things get lil cocky,well of course i need to sustained my macho inside me in order her to notice me,hahaha,well my situation on that time really funny,so it went ok for me and her so we became more close lah.

so what i want to focus now is what am i today,i've long lost the close relationship with her and i end up close to my friend,including the intro from this story,we do all things that lone ranger man would do,"bird" watching,have fun on bowl,go here and there and stuff,but things went unstable after the camp,i can sense that he's trying to tackle his heart really-really hard,and that makes me think for a while

eventhough we're friends,but when they are in love,friends could only support from behind,then after he succeed in getting her,what's left the man called "friend"?well i can imagine now,that eventhough im hanging out with all my friends here,there are actually time when i should leave them alone,lone ranger not so bad,sometime these couple also need entertainment so they can story to their love one,so this is when i try to make their day fun,make jokes,or anything lah as long they got something to tell their spouse,but things won't last long,in the end i realise im not here exist as friend just to satisfy them,but to support them in whatever they do(except something that is haram in islam)

lone ranger should understand when they(lovers) want to be alone,or need someone else to talk with,just to hear their stories sometime is enough,or give courage to some relationship that seems like to crumble apart is more impresive,personally i did fall with some girls but sadly she gave her heart to someone else,although it was a bit hurt but i hope she's happy with her spouse,but when she said she want to break up,it does meant a chance for me,but i didn't do that,infact i give her courage to go on with that relationship,try to hold and be understanding,see my point?well it does sound stupid,but what's the point tackling womens heart when they are hurt?hehehe

friends who become couple,we the lonesome should treat them diffrent,their not the same as before,they got someone to take care with,and maybe busy to treat us,for a friend who really-really likes to clinging on their girlfriend,just leave them alone lah,maybe someday you would do the same


writing bout someone happy couple does make me uneasy,as in my search of queen of my heart are still giving the same answer:there is still no one,the past 3 years with no one sure make me drought to have one,but to think about it,let me be me,if i got 1 then its a great news!if not,well lets just hope i would find one,i know God and my parents still love me,so maybe that's enough cure my loneliness

p/s:searching for a friend who still in the same boat as me,man only eh

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

sharing is daring

my hol is almost over n im expecting a heavy paperworks for upcoming event and 1 whole sem to strive for excel in my study,n to find my girl?well...myb later,if got 1 then grateful lah

pas hols i've learn lots of things,discover roads in KL(though only a lil) and most important i watch LOTS of motivation movie...well,all of it sumtym related to my life

1st is the super rookie,well though the drama IS boring,with 20 cds,lots of drinks,n plot are so slow,my remote cntrol always on my hand so i can fast forward it,but the intresting is how such a failure guy in academic could enter a business company,and there you will see its not academic that will determine your future,your other ability can also makes benefit of you in the future,and thats what happen in that story

the latest 1 is Yes Man,yeah,these got a lot in common with me,well,sometime i do reject oportunity that comes,and just lay back and do nothing the whole day,the more u take the chance,the more of excitement you will get,for example i join this 1 camp(dh lame xberkamping nih) bout leadership,and meet new friends who also likes to watch korean movie,i really-really put myself in that camp,well getting know someone new is good,i need to make lots of connection because that will help you in the future

well i'll wrote it in short,i fogot what other movie i had watch but this is the most i remembered,so enjoy ur lyf

Friday, November 28, 2008

when accounts meet engineer

the day before yesterday,i pick up my nanny and my uncle ai the airport,they came here because my uncle will grad on this sunday,so we go to LCCT and pick em up,then go back home,so end of the story

yesterday,i went to UiTM Shah Alam to pick up my uncle's robe for the graduation,he also follow with me lah,so yeah,hot girls but too matured(old i mean) for me,so the ladies doesn't bother me at all,my uncle then meet up with long lost friend and all are decided to go for teh tarik after this,so i went with them(coz im the driver,haha)

so we went to Pak Lee kopitiam,on a small table,all including me and my uncle was 5 people,ok the stories start here,sitting on my left is still a student,but not an ordinary students,he study for 6 month,then practical for another 6 month,then after that will go to any banks in Malaysia,he's allowance was 2.2k,on his left from KMPG,i think from auditory department,and he play saham,the next guy is from bank rakyat,eksekutif of what i forgot,but he deals with the customer and loan and stuff

so all of them has basic of 2.8K++(not include the study guy),which means more than us engineer with degree(2.3k i think),they all are fresh graduates but the salary are way higher than us,no wonder acaountants got merc on second year after they got job!

but all of them did mentioned the tension and pressure on working,in the end they all said,the more your salary,the more pressure you get,one of the banks(won't tell the names) require you to be a really not-have-other-life-than-just-work job,and they also mention bout how time goes so fast like hell!you sat down at 10 in the morning,write a file,then its already 5!but work still not fnish!huhuhu

but in the end,the conclusion was,when you get in the job world,there is no time for you to sit and have a drink and chat a two,so enjoy your life time as a students,because u only tension and having pressure on exam,unlike jobs,everyday is pressure,so,life is short,enjoy but not to forget our God too!