how will u make it through the end?

this blog is based on auzi's father,who's passed away on monday morning(23/2),al-fatihah

auzi tell us that his father got to go to hospital, because of some serious problem regarding the internal organs. so he had to skip lots of class, pity on him. but we as his friends make a visit to his father at hospital, and seeing his father on that condition, im curious and really amazed that auzi could bear to see his own father on that state of weak, pain and so much trouble. i tell myself could i ever be like Auzi?he can be as low as me and he can be matured as if he already has a family, i really impressed him. we gave a small charity,to less the burden he carry on,but still,money cant bring your sick father and turn him into healthy one, but that's all we can do on that day

last monday, in engineering lab class, an emergency call ringing thru auzi mobile phone. mayb it is from sumone important, i wouldn't know,the assumption was that the hospital need him because of his father or sumthin else,so he had to skip the class. but later on after we finish class, friends all are same as me,eagerly want to seek the answer, why auzi left class so early?it it because of hisz father?is his father ok?lots of question but one answer depleted any other question,"ayah auzi dah meninggal(auzi's father has passed away)". we want to have a visit on him later that afternoon,because in Islam visiting a deceased will gain deed and brings the taught to repent,because life is not always long for us to repent later. however, auzi said that they already buried his father later on zohor, which means we couldn't make it on time, but Auzi ask us to come later at night, to have tahlil(recite yaasin in holy-Quran for the dead).May his faher rest in peace and have a good spot in heaven

the story starts here, i remember being good friends is everything,have a lots of friends gain lots of benefits. i thought that if i become a good friends to everyone, they surely can help me when im in trouble, or even when i need money,i could borrow from them. most of it true, but what question me is,is everyone will remember me as they good ol friend,when im gone?

to meet people,its a faith,to be separate, is a task, but to be separate from different world, is a must. Death is a path,one cannot avoid nor be cheated, if God willing to take your soul then that's it, even though there are serious medical cases where some have survived,with or without scars, but if it's your time to leave, then there are no excuse...

life is like a white paper, bold and have nothing in it, just plain white, but it is us who will determine the colour, so when you grown up, get older and the colours are finished!but when death comes to you,and claim your soul, are you prepare for it?

I know my deed is never enough, and my sins are growing bigger, but i've been thinking sumthin else. When my time is up,is everyone of my friend will come?will they miss me?or the leaving of me would be something good?i don't know about others feeling,well sometime human do make mistakes, but if i did the mistakes to one of you readers,im sorry

because death is the only thing that disconnect us from this world, and what relies after that still remain question, but the leaving of me would be a reminder of you? would my friends says"bob's already gone,im gonna miss em",or would they say"to hell you go for mocking me always!(coz i did that everytime,LOL!)". eventhough you all going to miss sumone whose already gone,but would it be a benefit?in Islam, 3 things that will carry on later in judgment day,your sons prayer,your deeds that bring others a benefit(such as knowledge or build a house),and another 1 i forgot,hahaha....but that is the thing i should remember, and you guys too

it doesn't matter how many friends you have, but if you are be good to them, they will definitely remember you,and if you are their bestes friend,they could recite Yaasin for you every time they feel so,so good friend like this will bring benefits...A LOT!,so be good to them,and make their life wonderful,as if you paint together with them,they will always remember you

so how will you make through the end?