when friends turns to something special

author's note:well now im alone for a while(i don't know if in the next 5 hours is a while) because all of my friends has gone out to do something,got HP to repair,a motorbike to repair and stuff while im doing nothing and im planning to finish my wholebunch of assignment that i manage to gather up untill this weekend,so writing a blog on this time is fun and can kill some time though....

well it starts when i have nothing to do that night,and for some reason someone skype me asking bout something that i forget what something is that(tounge twister it is!).so i went to my friend house which is nearby,seperated only by 1 house only,so when i enter his room,i see his leptop has turn on,and what did i see sure does give a shock in me

it was a picture of a girl whom i known from some camp for some programme. At that time she wasn't wear any tudung but sure got face lah,but on my friend wallpaper she's wearing the tudung,and wow,she's really-really pretty,well congratulation my friend on tackling her heart!but the thing does not stop there....

i remember when i was in love before this,my life is not so easy whenever i saw my ex,things got a lil hype up,i got stumble for a while when talking to her and to make it simple,im such a weirdo when face-to-face with her.before this it's still ok to hu-ha-hu-ha with my friends but when it comes in front of her,things get lil cocky,well of course i need to sustained my macho inside me in order her to notice me,hahaha,well my situation on that time really funny,so it went ok for me and her so we became more close lah.

so what i want to focus now is what am i today,i've long lost the close relationship with her and i end up close to my friend,including the intro from this story,we do all things that lone ranger man would do,"bird" watching,have fun on bowl,go here and there and stuff,but things went unstable after the camp,i can sense that he's trying to tackle his heart really-really hard,and that makes me think for a while

eventhough we're friends,but when they are in love,friends could only support from behind,then after he succeed in getting her,what's left the man called "friend"?well i can imagine now,that eventhough im hanging out with all my friends here,there are actually time when i should leave them alone,lone ranger not so bad,sometime these couple also need entertainment so they can story to their love one,so this is when i try to make their day fun,make jokes,or anything lah as long they got something to tell their spouse,but things won't last long,in the end i realise im not here exist as friend just to satisfy them,but to support them in whatever they do(except something that is haram in islam)

lone ranger should understand when they(lovers) want to be alone,or need someone else to talk with,just to hear their stories sometime is enough,or give courage to some relationship that seems like to crumble apart is more impresive,personally i did fall with some girls but sadly she gave her heart to someone else,although it was a bit hurt but i hope she's happy with her spouse,but when she said she want to break up,it does meant a chance for me,but i didn't do that,infact i give her courage to go on with that relationship,try to hold and be understanding,see my point?well it does sound stupid,but what's the point tackling womens heart when they are hurt?hehehe

friends who become couple,we the lonesome should treat them diffrent,their not the same as before,they got someone to take care with,and maybe busy to treat us,for a friend who really-really likes to clinging on their girlfriend,just leave them alone lah,maybe someday you would do the same


writing bout someone happy couple does make me uneasy,as in my search of queen of my heart are still giving the same answer:there is still no one,the past 3 years with no one sure make me drought to have one,but to think about it,let me be me,if i got 1 then its a great news!if not,well lets just hope i would find one,i know God and my parents still love me,so maybe that's enough cure my loneliness

p/s:searching for a friend who still in the same boat as me,man only eh